14.8.08

after a long night

Oliver forgot about the lake. As soon as he got his baggie of substance, he returned to his room in the basement and put it with his other stash in his sock drawer.

He took out Bex's undies, smelled her scent for a good bit and stuck those in the sock drawer too.

Oliver didn't want to think about what Bex was doing with Dayton right now. Probably the unthinkable. Although, he couldn't stop thinking it. He just wished it was him instead of Dayton with Bex.

He knew Bex would think the worst of him if she knew about the underwear. Well, it was just a small memento for a very long night.

Oliver had spent the first part of it rearranging furniture. Then they'd watched Nowhere which was awful depressing and hilarious at the same time. Then they watched A very long Engagement in French. Hopefully, they guessed right about the ending. "Next time we'll watch it with the subtitles," she said. He would have watched it all over again if she'd wanted too right then. But they had a big gab about work. Who would be fired. How this clerk was treated or what the secretary did on her breaks. And did somebody really try to show him his butt out in the stacks. It went on and on. He knew who everyone Bex hated at work. Who she trusted. Who she didn't. "Actually, I just trust you," He couldn't let go of her smile. And thats when he'd told her, "You are the only one." He had to think a moment. They were talking about trust, weren't they? God, he hoped he'd remember to finish that sentence. He squinted hard and hit his head against the cement wall next to his bed. Just not too hard because he knew how hard the wall was. It was a small relief to hit his head against something.

Now it stung him like a wasp. What he'd said. The thought that she knew what he really wanted. He hurried to light up. Something to forget the pain. Not think so much about the scars, or even her. He just wanted everything to be fuzzy. He freaking knew none of this would go away.

13 comments:

another ellie said...

He's so in love. I think. Love sick, I say.

simon n josh said...

so bitter but sweet and still..ok, I'll stop there. =)

UmassSlytherin said...

I don't know what the hell Bex is doing with that little punk Dayton when she could be with sexy Oliver!!!

Oliver, I'll come over and get stoned with you!!!! :)

I (heart) Oliver!!

autumn said...

he's lovestruck. lol. cute. but kind of sad on his part.

ellie said...

I just want more Oliver. What has come over me?

RASPBERRY said...

Jeez, Cait, I'm lovin this! :D

Aww, poor Oliver, he's soooo in love with Bex.

Bex - You deserve Oliver, not Dayton. WAKE UP before Oliver does something crazy.
(Sorry, I like to talk to the characters haha I'm such a freak)

RASPBERRY said...

Jeez, Cait, I'm lovin this! :D

Aww, poor Oliver, he's soooo in love with Bex.

Bex - You deserve Oliver, not Dayton. WAKE UP before Oliver does something crazy.
(Sorry, I like to talk to the characters haha I'm such a freak)

RASPBERRY said...

Oops. =$

How (in this world) did I do that?! xD

Oh, well. Bonus-comments, I guess haha

RASPBERRY said...

btw (sorry for the fourth comment --'), that picture of Oliver... is it the actor from Sweeney Todd?
Tony, I think his character's name was. The one who was in love with Johanna.
I LOVE that film. Just wondering ^^

RASPBERRY said...

OHHHH so that's alex evans!
I thought about it because my friend Jennifer had already talked about him, and now that I see the piercings and everything... okay, thanks! :D
And I didn't know that about Jamie... that's gotta be complicated.

RASPBERRY said...

OHHHH so that's alex evans!
I thought about it because my friend Jennifer had already talked about him, and now that I see the piercings and everything... okay, thanks! :D
And I didn't know that about Jamie... that's gotta be complicated.

RASPBERRY said...

Again??!!
Why does it keep posting my comments twice?!!
Argh. Whatever.

taffy. said...

awww.
so he is a sweetheart...
just perverted.
but he's change for bex!